Blinded by my own reflection

The perfect mirror

Blinded by my own reflection .

Suddenly it all became clear.

I couldn’t have chosen anyone more perfect to allow me to uncover my own worth.

I should have recognised that all I saw in him was purely a reflection of my own brilliance.

Yet I denied it.

I put him on a pedestal . I dimmed my own light.

My love for him was eternal and had no limits .

When he could take it no more , he stepped into his shadow and still my love persisted.

Unable to articulate his needs , he used his final weak excuses to banish me.

His rejection was his greatest gift to me.

Triggering all my childhood wounds and abandonment issues I fell into a deep grief.

A grief that led me to remember my own greatness.

I had created an attachment.

Attachment isn’t a passport to true love.

Attachment is based in fear.

Attachments lead you to accept scraps.

This girl is a unicorn.

As so the day came …

I am actually glad we parted.

He gave me half measures and this girl deserves the world .

Total utter acceptance.

I am done fighting and trying to fix.

I am no longer attached to him. My love flows to him regardless.

I’ve surrendered.

The universe is conspiring in my favour.

All is well.

I feel so much joy, acceptance and gratitude.

I dance.

I laugh.

The ache has gone .

This is how women grow.